intensely sexy head rolling (?)
likes.

the image uploader wont work! i wanted to post a picture of the adorableness personified mukai osamu. even if i came across a terribly disturbing video of his on youtube. i dont even think i want to describe or post it up. i shall stick to watching his dramas, as minor as his role is.
squiggles.

the heavily overcasted skies darken my surroundings to a dimmest grey, the clouds heavily pregnant with rain should soon be released as torrents and torrents and torrents of raindrops;
also, the sound and the smell of which,
i love.
perfect time to cuddle up to my caterpillar and read a stephen king.

thats where it starts to go downhill towards viewership suicide.
followers of the ultimatum should know.
it is gradually becoming a less than mediocre production; the strength of its cast has been cancelled out by the flimsy plot of no substance.
just when it had started to shown promising signs that its befitting of all the hubbub surrounding it prior to airing too.
it now seems to me a series of coincidences forcefully connected for a storyline to exist.
coincidences in dramas are inevitable of course, therefore forgivable - only where they are negligible. (e.g the ones who have gotten knowledge of THE secret are bumped off accidentally, one by one, as though only minor inconviniences are NOT forgivable)
once is fine, twice never mind, but thrice?
i hope the scripwriter dies.
the script seems a shoddy work by an underpaid scriptwriter, in a half-drunken stupor.
the loopholes are glaring and impossible to ignore
sorely disappointed with this supposed blockbuster drama of the year, which has fallen so sharply from the expectations of viewers who actually had expectations for local productions.

obsessively scratching my nose to a raw reddish swollen lump in the middle of my face for a reason im not sharin with you, is bothering me.
at a sub-conscious level, my fingers involuntarily approach its target with a menace they sought to scratch it out from my face.
the scars, in addition to my naturally ugly nose - is a terrible sight to behold by the time i end a bout of complusive scratching and attaining a pseudo sense of satisfaction (seriously, what for?!)
regrets then began to form in rapid succession
the most immediate being the victimized nose clearly reflected back to me in the mirror
then the scars, and the long term damage done.
heres a solemn promise to myself never to do damage to myself again;(

ooh green bean soup! i like.

was a living legend.
now, just a legend..

his days of yore are long bygone and all that is fresh in our heads are alleged child molestation cases and botched nose jobs, there is no denying despite his eccentricities, he is a megastar well-deserving of respect for his art.

its always strange knowing someone you know (even if they dunno you) dies;(

elwood
beauty and ugly, are there even definitions for that?
its ok to be different!

things you do when the connection is down.
quakers' oatmeal squares lovingly drenched in strawberry milk.
against a rather tragic ebook.
i shun tearjerking dramas, but i relish in literary pursuits for tragedies.
the embodiment of sorrow in words is entirely different when only words are used to direct faceless protagonists in my head.

i dragged myself out today to submit an essay
i should remind myself always to remember to finish in time so that i can hand in on a day i actually need to step out of my house. it really is a dreadful thing - to be outside when you have no plans to, or your plans had been a lovely stay-in to watch some dramas.
.. or if you reside in the extreme northeast.

i saw a shade of green nail polish which would have been perfect had it been matte instead of glossy. also i found a scent rather similar to ysl's cinema (to date, one of my fave regardless how stinky people think it is.) at less than half the price. but unnecessary material goods are not for the jobless. i am scanning for one within 1km radius of my home to avoid the dreadful need to commute;)

im horrible at narrating, a perfect day out/a funny joke/an interesting encounter would no doubt appear hopelessly boring through my words, in person or in blogging;(

"ilovetrash!"

missing vintage sesame street; and the green monster.
my all-time favourite muppet who more recently made a cameo in nightatamuseum2.
oscar. the grouch.
grouches are not necessarily mean and evil, portrayed accurately my my childhood idol.
not easily adorable, yet that is precisely why im drawn to it - the chirpy big bird and the squeaky elmo are rather annoying.

bummed all day:(