ive been supressing alot of my grouchiness this week.
i am beginning to suspect that that is the cause of my interupted sleep this week. waking up at random hours throughout the night is not funny. so is the difficulty getting back to sleep and then getting plagued by nonsensical dreams till the alarm finally rings.

the reason why my grouchiness is nt manifested in my actions or speech is by pure logical reasoning that nothing justifies or warrants this from me.

but i AM grouchy. i WANT to whine. and i dont wish to be nice. :(