it has hardly sunk in that it is indeed 2010. with my head still left in the nineties, to me 2010 seems like a futuristic year. feeling impossibly old, if i should live to a 100, a fifth has alrd gone. 2009 saw my plunging into the significant 21st year of my life. the reason as to why it is significant is only because everyone else said it shld be. all i felt was the slight mournfulness for the time that had sped by and fear of the alr in progress self-fufilling prophecy that from 20, in a blink of an eye, ill soon be stepping into my 30s.

concluded the year with a series of meetups with people whom thankfully have been a constant in my life. celebrations, cycling trips, sleepovers, dinner/lunch dates and shopping dates. each individual has played a significant role in my life, some way or another i am unable to express well enough. i remain the little hermit ive always been, hence thanks for sticking ard my shell.

undoubtedly the end of my 2009 had been the very best. way ahead of plans, ive been on an amazing trip and placed foot on the soil of my favourite city i have only till then conjured up in daydreams. pipeline plans are also in progress;)

i had no plans for the year before nor for this year; im always just rolling with the wind, and its gonna be bringing me places. just be rolling. but perhaps i shld learn to make a lil more peace with myself. ;)

'cause a face without freckles is like a sky without stars

Why waste a second not loving who you are